The beauty in you..

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When we talk about beautiful, pretty, fair, good-looking and many more that synonym with it. The first thing that will come to one's mind is the look. The beautiful and the handsome faces. She's pretty. He's handsome. They're gorgeous.

Everyone desire it, do we not?
- I do.

Though, I realize how I'm not the perfect looking girl. I realize that I do not worth it of someone so perfect-looking for my lifetime partner. But hey, I do believe that I am extra special in my own ways and someday I'll find someone who'll appreciate & care me for who I am. I'm aware of how I'm not pretty nor fair but I do believe in myself and not even an unpleasant word from someone will let me down. Instead, it'll be my ladder towards a much better me, here and hereafter.

Let insecurities lead you to both modesty and confidence. You are worth it. Never let others tells you otherwise. Be proud of who you are and believe that Allah have great plans ahead for you.

"to hate others is ugly, to hate yourself is uglier" - hlovate

Final Exam

It's finally final week. Exams everywhere for UiTM students. Best of luck to all of us.

It has been a long journey of my first semester as a Diploma in Computer Science - CS110 student. Well, it's actually not that long. First semester which is equal to about 4 months. I've a lot of fun during this period. I experience new things. Meet new peoples. Learn new knowledge. Importantly, make new friends. Not forget to mention, it's my first time being far away from my parents and family.

You know, UiTM was never one of the university that I've once dream of getting into. The thing that I wanted to learn when I was in school was Graphic Design. Something I love to do. But unfortunately, we doesn't always get what we one. Allah has greater plan for me. Whatever it takes, I'll try my best in my studies, make my parents proud and always believe in Him. Plus, Computer Science is actually really not that bad. I do enjoy it. Not sure I'll enjoy the next 2 semester though. But, insyaAllah, I'll manage.

Allah knows best. He is the best planner. He creates the best plot ever. You may never know what awaits you at the end of the story. Don’t worry; you got the best director in your life. I'll have all my trust in Him. 

May Allah bless.

A Good Friend

Assalamualaikum,

The other day, I can't remember when, but, my 16 years old brother asked me for my help with his guided-writing essay homework. The theme is actually really interesting. It's about "How To Be A Good Friend". First of all, I tried to help him with the first paragraph about what is friendship, the definition of friendship and so on. I write almost everything I could think of. I just really love this theme. To me, friendship is something really important to everybody.

Then, suddenly my bro ask me, "Is that even a paragraph?" Oops.. Sorry bro! Got carried away! Too long for just a paragraph. Then, I cut some sentences to make it a simple one paragraph. It's just a guided-writing essay for form 4 students, so, I guess it's just a short essay of 2 1/2 pages.. I think..

Talking about friendship? What is friendship? How to be a good friend? This was always my worst nightmare in my school life. In my opinion, this is not a small matter. Friends do important. Don't take it lightly. Some could even pursue a suicide just because they don't have any friends or betrayed by their friends. Of course, that's what I heard in the overseas. I don't know if it does happen in Malaysia. Well, I'm a Muslim. We don't have the right to take our own live rather than Allah the Almighty only..

In my opinion, a good friend is someone who you can laugh out loud together without having the need to cover it just because you think your laughing face look hideous. No courtesy nor politeness is needed. I can be me. My own true self. Without the fear of judgement of my clothes, my way of speaking, my academic achievement or my look. They accept me for being who I am. They will be there for me when I need them. They will listen to my problems with care. I guess it's too much to ask.. because until now, I think, I've only found a few persons in my life that fit these descriptions.. although, I'm grateful for their existences.. Alhamdulillah..

How to be a good friend? Well, let see..

Never have high expectations on your friends. Don't expect them to be smart, nice, patience or anything all the time cause no human is perfect. This could lead to them being paranoid about themselves. For example, she always praise me for being strong so, I can't cry in front of her. No! True friends exists for both good and bad times. True friends accept you for who you are. She's stupid in Math? Then so be it. Help her! Guide her! Train her!

Loyalty. This is one of my life's rule book and insyaAllah I'll always keep this, never talk behind your friend's back. I hate it. I don't like it. Discussing about my own friend behind their back with others is just not right. If your friend share something about their personal problems, don't share or discuss it with others. If people start to gossiping about them, prepare yourself to stand up for them. Always stand up for them! Even if they did wrong, talk and discuss with them, change them for the better, not humiliate them.

Giving a helping hand. Apply to youngsters at schools. Help your friends with study. Teach them with patience because it's not like they can understand it after the seconds of hearing it. No human is the same. You might can get it like a snap but some of your friends might just be too dumb or slow to get it. If you already try and it didn't work, then, try to get helps from others. Don't insult or ignore them when they ask for your help. I hate these type of peoples. They ignore you like you're some passerby that's not worth their time and yes, it's already happen to me for a few times and I felt really stupid at that time and it's the worse feelings ever..

Lending your ears. Please do this right! Every humans have problems and they just want someone to be by their sides to listen to them. They didn't ask for helps, money or anything. They just want you to listen. Don't cut them halfway! Don't judge them before they finish! Don't take things lightly! Don't make jokes out of it because it's serious! Don't push them aside like it is something insignificant! Give all your focus to them. Show them you care. You'll be surprise on how much comfort you can give to them just by doing that. It'll make them felt like some huge burdens on their shoulder have just been lifted. They will feel so much better. More importantly, they will feel appreciated, loved and cared.

Jokes. Okay, some people might like to tease their friends but please do not cross the lines. Just don't! You might can handle teasing but some people just can't. It can make them feel down and hurt them badly inside. Please don't be so oblivious... Light jokes are nice but jokes like "you're fat" or "you're ugly".. Your face is so asking for a highfive..

Well, all of these are based on my experiences. I barely have good memories regarding friendship during my school days. Ever since in elementary school and primary school, I barely have any friends. Even if I do have friends, I might be just their second choices. Right now, remember back when I was a kid, I felt like some useless people chasing for someone just because of my kid's desire to have friends.

Alhamdulillah, my secondary school experience did turn much more better than the last one but still, somewhere in my heart, I still feel incomplete. If I need to choose which year is the best for me, I would say my last year as a Form 5 student. I got the best 27 classmates and an awesome form teacher ever. Such a truly nice ending to my painful school memories.

Other than that, I also do have some friends from the Italy and Philippines which I contact through Tumblr and never have the chance to met them but yeah, I love them! They're awesome! I don't know but sometimes I feel like talking to them are much easier than talking to my own Malaysian friends.. :p

Well, overall, I love every each of my friends.. either my Malaysian friends or my overseas friends.. like I said.. friends are important.. don't take them for granted..

Have a picture of me and my awesome classmates (5 Inovatif 2013, JESS, batch 1996).. ^-^

That's all from me for today..
May Allah bless,

New Year 2014

Hello and Assalamualaikum. It been so long since I last blogged. Well, because today is a new year day, maybe, I'll write something. My poor blog... I do want to apologize to those who have been following this dead blog. ^^"

Another year has passed and another has started. I bet most of the peoples right now are currently busy talking about their new year resolutions. ;)

My new year resolutions huh.. As for me, my only wishes is, I want to be a better person, a better Muslim, learn more new things and gain more knowledge as much as I can. I just feel like there're so many things that I can learn. I learn so many things in 2013, therefore, I hope I can gain more in 2014. 

Although, there is this one thing that irked me. When some peoples said how some of those type of peoples that going around looking forward to the future and didn't cry for their past mistakes are hypocrites. How we as a Muslim should be crying over our past mistakes and missed opportunities. Okay~ I know they mean nice. And they also mention 'some' so that's mean they didn't point it to everyone. But still, if people ask me whether I regret my past? Yes. Of course. I had done a lot of mistakes in my past and waste so many chances. But I don't think I should be crying over it but instead, make my way to be a better person than I used to be. I can't turn back time but I can try to create a better tomorrow than yesterday. That's my honest opinion. Merely an opinion from a teenager. Therefore, I do apologize if I'm in any wrong as I do have much more to learn...

Next, wahh.. I'll be 18 years old this year.. though I'm still 17 years 2 month.. huhuhu.. reading back some of my old posts.. wow.. I'm such a kid.. :3
I just finished my SPM last year month.. :p So, wish me luck for the result later.. ;)

Lastly, thank you for reading this and have a great day!! May Allah bless..

Japanese little students at primary school

Japanese students take their shoes off to keep the school clean. The reasons and significance for this have to do with teaching students responsibility and respect. To this end, Japanese public schools do not employ janitors or custodians. Keeping the school clean is the students' responsibility.

Source : Visit Japan 2010

Lesson In Life - Let's fun

“A wise man sat in an audience and cracked a joke. Everybody laughs like crazy. After a moment, he cracked the same joke again. This time less people laughed. He then cracked the same joke again and again. When there was no laughter in the crowd he smiled and said: You can't laugh at the same joke again and again, but why do you keep crying over the same thing over and over again?”
― Annonymous

PMR 2011

Straight A's student

Today, 22.12.2011, the result for PMR 2011 finally came out. I got 7A 1B. Unfortunately, my Geography got B, but I will accept it with all my heart and make my best for SPM 2013... There 228 students out of 349 that got straight A's in my school, SMK Jalan 4, Bandar Baru Bangi. Congratulations, to everyone who got straight A's especially to all my friend, I'm really happy for you guys...

I came to school late so all my friends already went home and I didn't have the chance to meet them. Sadly, one of my best friend got 4A 4B. I got news that she cried after hearing the result while hugging my other best friend with my form teacher comforting her. I don't know what to say to her. Seriously, me myself feel like crying. It feel like why is it that someone like her who really a hard working student, a righteous, she also once held a study group including me but I always gave many excuses because I'm too lazy to come (only a few times I absent). One thing I believe, she must have something that greater than this that are waiting for her from Allah s.w.t someday, insyaallah. Remember that we will always pray for you... 

At school

Positive... Positive... Positive

IMNOWHEREFORYOU

Did you read as :

"I'm no where for you" or "I'm now here for you"

Remember! Everything in life, the way you see things are depend on how you look at them.

Don't always thinks negatively, be positive.

Like us as a muslim 'semua yang berlaku ada hikmahnya'.

Allah would not test us with the test that we cannot encounter.

He gives those test because He knew that we can encounter it with calm, patient and never give up.

One day, those pain will make sense to you....

Life is sweet

We struggle through a tasteless cup of coffee up to the last sip,

only to find sugar at the bottom of the cup.

Remember 'Life is sweet, just learn to stir it well'

Ramadan Kareem

Salam... It had been 5 days of fasting. I just want to say Happy Ramadan. When the month of Ramadan starts, the gates of the heaven are opened widely while the gates of hell are closed and the devils are chained. Ramadan is the month of blessings. Wishing you all with a joyous iftar with happiness, health and prosperous life on Ramadan and always....

PMR Trials 2011

In 18 August 2011, we PMR candidates will be sit for a trial exam. This year trial exam include all subjects such as Sivik and Arts and the principal also had warned us in this year PMR, every students must get at least 4 A's and above. Wish us LUCK!! *(^_^)*

Thank you Allah for this life.. Alhamdulillah!

Thank you Allah for this life.. Alhamdulillah!

It is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets

Love the people who treat you right,

just forget about the ones who don't

Believe that everything happens for a reason

If you get a right chance, just take it

If it changes your life, let it

Nobody said that it'd be easy,

they just promised it would be worth it

Wonderful Soaps

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In the making of soap, a vegetable oil such as palm oil is boiled with a concentrated alkali solution in a reaction known as saponification. The alkali reacts with the oil and breaks it down into glycerol and fatty acids. These fatty acids react with the alkali to form sodium or potassium salt of the fatty acids.

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The Composition of Soap

Soaps are cleansing substances which are widely used in our daily life. Soaps are usually made from plant oils or animal fats. For example, the plant oils used are coconut oil, olive oil, palm oil and others. Each molecule of fat consists of a combination of one molecule of glycerol and three molecules of fatty acids.

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Different fats have different fatty acids. The fatty acids can be separated from the glycerol through the hydrolysis process using an alkali as a catalyst. The fatty acid that is produced reacts with alkali to form a fatty acid salt. The alkali used is sodium hydroxide or potassium hydroxide.

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The Making of Soap

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Image via Wikipedia
In the making of soap, a vegetable oil such as palm oil is boiled with a concentrated alkali solution (sodium hydroxide solution) in a reaction known as saponification. The alkali reacts with the vegetable oil and breaks it down into glycerol and fatty acids. These fatty acids react with the alkali to form sodium or potassium salt of the fatty acids.



Soap is the sodium or potassium salt of a fatty acid formed. Common salt is then added to the mixture and boiled. Common salt will lower the solubility of soap in water. Hence, the soap is precipitated out. Glycerol is a by-product of the soap-making industry which is very useful. Examples of fatty acids are palmitic acid and oleic acid.

Characteristics of the Component of a Soap Molecule

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A soap molecule is made up of two parts a) a hydrocarbon chain which is long and bonded by covalent bonds. It forms the tail of the molecule b) a head part at the end of the hydrocarbon chain which is ionic.

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The head part of the soap molecule is ionic and is soluble in water (hydrophilic). The tail part of the molecule is only soluble in organic substances such as oil or grease.. It is hydrophobic. Thus, the soap molecule is soluble in both water and oils. When soap is mixed with water, the soap molecules decompose to form sodium ions which are positively charged and soap ions which are negatively charged.

The Cleansing Action of Soap Molecules

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When an oily or greasy cloth is immersed in soapy water, the surface tension of the water is lowered due to the soap. This allows the surface of the cloth to be wet with water. The hydrophobic tail end of the soap molecule buries itself in the grease or dirt, while the hydrophilic head end remains attracted to water. The two ends get pulled in opposite directions but water ‘wins’ the tug-of-war, resulting in the grease being pulled off from the surface and getting carried away.

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The grease that has been pulled off is surrounded by soap molecules and forms oil droplets. Lather (foamy bubbles) produced help to float the grease or oil droplets in water. The oil droplets in the soap water form an emulsion solution. As each ionic head is charged (negatively), the oil droplets repel each other. This prevents the droplets from combining again. The oil droplets are then removed with the soap solution.


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When soap dissolves in hard water, the soap molecules react with calcium and magnesium ions in hard water and form a grey, sticky insoluble ‘scum’. The action of hard water on soap weakens the cleansing action of soap and causes more wastes of soap. Synthetic detergents are made by mixing oil with concentrated sulphuric acid. Detergents form lather in hard water. Modern washing powders contain detergents and soap. Sodium carbonate (washing powder) is added to powders to soften hard water. Carbonate bonds with the calcium or magnesium, leaving soap free to remove the dirt and grease.


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However, the use of synthetic detergents can cause a pollution problem because synthetic detergents are not biodegradable.

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Smart parents

An elderly man in Mumbai calls his son in New York and says,

'I hate to ruin your day son, but I have to tell you that your mother and I are getting a divorce; 35 years of marriage... and that much misery is enough!

'Dad, what are you talking about?' the son screams.

'We can't stand the sight of each other any longer,' the old man says.

'We're sick of each other, and I'm sick of talking about this, so you call your sister in Hong Kong and tell her!'

Frantic, the son calls his sister, who explodes on the phone.

'Like heck they're getting divorced,' she shouts, 'I'll take care of this.'

She calls Mumbai immediately, and screams at the old man, 'You are not getting divorced. Don't do a single thing until I get there. I'm calling my brother back, and we'll both be there tomorrow. Until then , don't do a thing, DO YOU HEAR??' and she hangs up.

The old man hangs up his phone and turns to his wife. 'Okay', he says, 'It's all set. They're both coming for our anniversary and paying their own airfare!!'

p/s : Get from friend's email of mine.

Memories

Listening to songs, looking back my childhood videos and pictures, play with my old toys, reading my old diaries, texting my childhood friends. If only I could go back to being just a kid who doesn't think much about life except live, be happy and smile. Teenage life is tough... Huhu.... :)

Science and Mathematics

8 April 2011,

My school held a ceremony for the month of science and mathematics. They held variety of performances and the most interesting of all is the show about the history of the development of a television. They started with a black and white screen, they emulate the style of P.Ramlee, really funny with the guitar, cloth and song. After that, the colored screen, it was a Bollywood dance show. 

Then followed by the HD (High Definition) screen, it was a story about investigation. However, the best part was the 3D screen, because it was a story about a banshee, vicious killers, ghost get out from the television... it was really funny... every year, they always gave the best show ever. Here some pictures....

The crew

P.Ramlee and a vicious killer

During the performances

Magic? or better known as science

Bollywood dancers

Training... Bunyi Gitar...

Seasons in the sun

Miss this moment, song given by teacher when I was in primary school.

Goodbye to you my trusted friend

We ve known each other since we

Were nine or ten

Together we ve climbed hills and trees

Learned of love and abc s

Skinned our hearts and

Skinned our knees

Goodbye my friend it s hard to die

When all the birds are singing

In the sky

Now that spring is in the air

Pretty girls are everywhere

Think of me and I ll be there

We had joy we had fun we had

Seasons in the sun

But the hills that we climbed were

Just seasons out of time

Goodbye papa please pray for me

I was the black sheep of the family

You tried to teach me right from wrong

Too much wine and too much song

Wonder how I got along

Goodbye papa it s hard to die

When all the birds are singing in the sky

Now that the spring is in the air

Little children everywhere

When you see them I ll be there

We had joy we had fun we had

Seasons in the sun

But the wine and the songs like the

Seasons have all gone

We had joy we had fun we had

Seasons in the sun

But the wine and the song like

The seasons have all gone

Goodbye michelle my little one

You gave me love and helped

Me find the sun

And every time that I was down

You would always come around

And get my feet back on

The ground

Goodbye michelle it s hard to die

When all the birds are singing in

The sky

Now that the spring is in the air

With the flowers everywhere

I wish that we could both be there

We had joy we had fun we had

Seasons in the sun

But the hills that we climbed were

Just seasons out of time

We had joy we had fun we had

Seasons in the sun

But the wine and the song like the

Seasons have all gone

We had joy we had fun we had

Seasons in the sun

But the wine and the song like the

Seasons have all gone

We had joy we had fun we had

Seasons in the sun

But the wine and the song like the

Seasons have all gone

What a beautiful world without...

Pollutions is always the main problems in our country. However, there are many ways we can keep our environment clean and safe.

          Firstly, we must not litter. Littering can affect our surrounding. We must throw rubbish into the bin that has been prepared for us even at home, school, and work.

          Next, we also can reduce using our own vehicles because the smoke can affect our respiration especially children. As neighbour, we can use car pool to work or public transport such as bus, monorail and others.

          Then, the government must stop all the factories from dumping waste into the river. It can kill all the marine life such as turtle, jellyfish and whale. It also can cause many diseases like dengue fever.

         

          Finally we should avoid from open burning activity because it can cause haze and disturb our breathing. Moreover, the smoke from the open burning can affect our eyes and because of the above reasons we must now how to dispose things based on their categories in recycle bins and always care for our environment.

Have you lost your temper?

Have you lost your temper?
You feel like to scream or hit someone?
Everyone gets angry and me too.
Why?

1. My little brothers got into my room without permission.
2. They made a mess in my room.
3. They broke my favorite CD.
4. They eat my chocolate that I stored in the fridge.
5. They always play fool on me.

But I love them very much! 

Thank you Allah for give me such a cute younger sister and 3 younger brothers.